That moment

That moment when you first saw him and his eyes never met yours.
You felt something electrifying.
Feelings that you never thought will last.
And give you hopes that you thought will be the start.

That moment when he sat beside you and thought he wasn't there.
No talk, no glance
Like you were invisible.
In the end, he gave a helping hand.

That moment when you didn't expect him in a bus.
Eye contact was a feeling that sparks.
Going to the same place where you first met.
Only with a girl you thought was his love.


That moment when he was like "somebody".
Someone you ignored,
Never will be a friend,
But it end up, liking him.


That moment when he first texts you.
He thought you were "Sam".
It was the second pain you felt.
After all, how did he get your number?

That moment when you add him on Facebook.
Comments and Chit-chat-tings,
You were misunderstood,
Yet, he just said "Sorry".

That moment when you missed him a lot.
No hellos, no goodbyes
Just a simple "Please like this" stuffs happens.
It kills you deep inside.

That moment when it's your birthday,
You've waited for him,
Never imagined he would greet you,
But he did, a sweet "Happy Birthday" pop in chat.

That moment when he looked angelic,
A pretty face that captured your heart.
You were there to cheer and support.
Though he didn't recognized you.

That moment when your fist touch his hand.
For a simple "high 5", it supposed.
A smile in your heart.
It was unexpected, he still can remember you.

That moment when you were walking in a hallway.
You stare at him, just in him.
Until, you are almost hit by a door. Shocked!
You walk, but a voice from your back said "Are you alright?", it was him.

That moment when you had the first ever conversation.
You knew him better,
He even asked you in a game "Can you be my partner?" but you refused.

But in that moment when you knew he was in love with somebody.
A fake smile for a heart breaking revelation.
He continues never knew you were hurt,
Just a single moment, you want to cry.

That moment when he held your hands for the second time.
He thought you were asleep,
You did that just to hide your feelings.
Never thought he will be there until you wake.

That moment when you were writing in your diary about him.
He just came beside you,
You were shocked! Really, really embarrassing!
He didn't ask but you were in state of hard shock! Really!

That moment when you didn't expect to sat beside him.
Just a pretty smile in a cold morning set your day.
He was so handsome as he sleep.
Shy to stare maybe he'll caught you.

That moment when he sat beside you.
In a hot morning for an exams,
I say he will be late,
But he came, it's meant.

That moment, the last day.
No hellos, No goodbyes, No confessions
Until now, you keep the feelings by yourself.
You are a coward. You are not in love.